Does it make you sad how time changes almost anything and everything. You just sit there and come to the point wherein you realize that everything around you has faded and turned insignificant. And what’s worse is that this feeling of emptiness and change is  something you're feeling within yourself, too. 

You were once given an extra special treatment and made you feel like the best disney princess there could ever be, and now, you’re just one of those never to be read names once the credits roll. Before, you felt as if you were the most awaited movie of the century, but now, you’re just a representation of those deleted scenes in an unknown drama series. You were once his most precious jewel, but sadly, today, you are just an ordinary stone which is frequently stepped on. 

It’s sad how people, once they are finally able to get the person  they want most, sometime soon, they  only treat them as some part of their routine and tiresome obligation. They make that certain person feel as if he or she's being a heavy burden. And because of this, it would leave them with no other option but to walk away and carry the heavier part, alone. 

I miss you

I miss you. I don’t know if na fe-feel mo pero I miss you. Every minute siguro I want to text you and tell you how much I miss you pero I can’t. Kasi naman I feel na may malaking space between us. It’s not just the distance pero I feel as if you’re keeping yourself even farther away from me. I feel as if ako lang yung may interest everytime we talk. I feel as ifI’m the only one keeping the conversations alive. Idk. I’m starting to get tired. I’m starting to get tired of waiting till 11pm just so I could talk to you for like what, 30 minutes? One hour? And most of the times, wala pang patutunguhan mga pinag uusapan natin. It was way different than  it was a year ago. Maybe nga you were right. You set the starting point way to high. Nahirapan ka na siguro mag maintain. Sorry. Pero I just miss the guy I used to know a year ago.