5-12-14

I’ve been leaving people more frequently now. I get attached, and after a short time, even though how painful it is for me, I would have to leave. And that’s why I don’t want to get attached. You get happy, you feel special, and when you’re another step closer to cloud nine, something strong pulls you away from them. Distance. And it scares you bigtime, how those people may either miss you as much as you miss them, or forget you instead, the memories and moments you’ve had. What’s worse is that you’re the one who’s going to  be put to blame. It won’t be any of their fault. Because you’re the one who left, you’re  the one who walked away. Even though they’re the ones who chose to forgetyou, everything will still be thrown back at you. Because again, you were the one who left them. 

4/28/14

Date with two of my bestest

Gathered all my energy up  just to go down from bukidnon to cagayan, a one hour trip,  a day after my week-long davao stay in order for me to spend time with two of my bestest. Am I not the sweetest. And to tell you, it is a very tough job to divide my time for these people. It involves crucial decision making and would reach the point that you would never want to let another word come out of your mouth. If only I could separate my body into two, I could’ve. But still, even though I was more than stressed that day, everything was all worth it. I missed them and it was nice catching up on what has happened on our lives recently. Looking forward to more days like these with them.