Tuesday, April 15, 2014

To my one and only bok.



It feels great to have someone to lean on. When you feel down, he’s always there to cheer you up. When you’re brokenhearted, he gives you a bucketful of useful advices. He tells you jokes when you’re lonely, makes you smile when you’re bored and makes you happy for no reason. He never gets tired of listening to your  never ending chikkas and how  you feel everytime you see your  crush, crushessss. Haha. He still sticks with you even though you are a shtty bitch. He’s willing to share his time with you despite of his hectic schedule. His more than willing to rush to the mall when you text him you’re alone. And even though you treated him badly for gazillion times, he’s still there. And you’re thankful for that.  I’m thankful for that. He’s more than the best. He’s the bestest of the best. My bestfriend, my enemy, number one hater of every guy I have a crush on, my ka chikka, my guy, my boy bestie.


I am so sorry if I was a btch, wait, I’m always a bitch. Sorry for always being a bitch to you. Sorry for being insensitive, sorry for everything. Thank you for always being there for me. Thank you for being there when I need you. Thank you. Words aren’t enough for me to express how grateful I am for having you, for you being part of my life. Okay, enough with the thank you’s. Bok, fourth year na tayo. Char. Goodluck to us. Always remember na I’m proud sa lahat ng na achieve mo. I’m proud to have you. I’m proud kasi may kilala akong Arnold Faustine Sadsad. And I know you’ll make me more proud pa. We’ll be doctors together diba? Walang iwanan.  See you a few months from now! I’m not good with letters. Sorry. Hihi. Pero this will do na diba? Alam ko love mo ako. So. Okay na to. Hahaha.  Goodluck sa remaining five months of highschool life. Looking forward to seeing you again soon. Love you bok! Stay awesome. Imy.

             

47 questions

 1.Do you want a boyfriend or girlfriend?
-UNDECIDED. jkjk. Boyfriend.
 2.When did your last hug take place?
-A week ago
 3.Are you a jealous person?
-HAHAHAHAHAHA yea
 4.Are you tired right now?
-Who gets tired now its summer
 5.Do you chew on your straws?
-I don't
 6.Have you ever been called a tease?
-Nah
 7.Have you ever been awake for 48 hours straight?
-No. I'm in a relationship with sleep and I'm clingy
 8.Do you cry easily?
-I cry over the simplest of simplest things
 9.What should you be doing right now?
-Idk. Its summertime btch
 10.Are you a heavy sleeper?
-No, my sister is.
 11.Do you think you can last in a relationship for 6 months?
-I did. I can.
 12.Are you mad at someone right now?
-No, I can't stay mad.
 13.Do you believe in love?
-YES I DO
 14.What makes you laugh no matter what?
-4T FAMILY CONVERSATIONS
 15.Who was the last person you talked to?
-My sister
 16.Do you get butterflies around the person you like?
-FCK BUTTERFLIES, I FEEL A FCKIN ZOO
 17.Will you get married?
-Hopefully. I don't want to get old alone.
 18.When was the last time you smiled?
-Few minutes ago
 19.Does anyone like you?
- I hope so.
 20.Do you secretly like someone?
-No. I like someone tho, but not secretly lol
 21.Who was the first person you talked to today?
-My mom
 22.Who do you feel most comfortable talking to about anything?
-Mesh and my sister
 23.What are you NOT looking forward to?
-NOT GRADUATING, HAVING AN UNSUCCESFUL LIFE
 24.What ARE you looking forward to?
-GRADUATING, BEING A DOCTOR, HAVING A HAPPY FAMILY
 25.Has someone of the opposite sex ever told you they loved you, and meant it?
-Yes, he told me he loved me, loves me, and I hope he meant it.
 26.Suppose you see your ex kissing another person what would you do?
-Srsly? IDGAF HAHA
 27.Do you plan on moving out within the next year?
-idk I don't have future plans I don't have a future
 28.Are you a forgiving person?
-Yes. I don't hold grudges.
 29.How many TRUE friends do you have?
-You don't count true friends
 30.Do you fall for people easily?
-No
 31.Have you ever fallen for your ex’s best friend?
-HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
 32.What’s the last thing you put in your mouth?
-Yema
 33.Who was the last person you drove with?
-Dad
 34.How late did you stay up last night and why?
-2 AM. I was having a conversation with someone
 35.If you could move somewhere else, would you?
-Yes I would. Living in bukid ain't easy btch
 36.Who was the last person you took a picture of?
-My sister
 37.Can you live a day without TV?
-Yes I can
 38.When was the last time you were extremely disappointed?
-Announcement of honors
 39.Three names you go by...
-Mitch Chiching Michang
 40.Are you currently in a relationship?
-Yes I am
 41.What is your all-time favorite romance movie?
-The Notebook
 42.Do you believe that everyone has a soul-mate?
-Soul-mate? I don't believe that sht
 43.What’s your current problem?
-I am broke
 44.Have you ever had your heart broken?
-yes. A lot of times
 45.Your thoughts of long distance relationships?
-srsly. It might work. It would work. Dapat may trust and communication.
 46.How many kids do you want to have?
-three
 47.Have you ever found it hard to tell someone you like them?
-hehe yes


15th of April 2014

Dear Mr You Know Who You Are;

Writing this because I don’t want to leave you hanging. Ayoko na bigla bigla kang iiwan sa ere. Saklap niyan sa feeling eh. That feeling na parang  you were thrown away without knowing the reason.  Trust me, been there. So, here goes.
Enough na. Let’s stop expecting na we will be the way we were before again. Maybe, everyone was right. Na kung magkakabalikan tayo, things would never be the same again. It would probably reach the point wherein we would put each other to blame, for letting this and that happen. And for sure, there would be that gap. Gap that would never be filled again.

Maybe, letting each other go would be the best thing to do. Matagal tagal na rin tayong di nag uusap or what. Perhaps you’ve adjusted na on your life without me.  I’m sorry if I was a pain in the ass. Sorry for the times I’ve hurt you. And thank you so much for making me happy before. Always remember that, I loved you, you would always have a place in my heart. And that this isn’t a for the char goodbye speech. Because I’m hoping that someday soon, you’d accept me as your friend. And forgive me for all the wrong things na naggawa ko. I know this line is quite overused na but it’s the truth naman din eh. You deserve someone better. And I want the best and only the best for you. That one person that would make you truly happy. Goodluck sa life. See you soon? Maybe? I won’t forget you J