I miss you

I miss you. I don’t know if na fe-feel mo pero I miss you. Every minute siguro I want to text you and tell you how much I miss you pero I can’t. Kasi naman I feel na may malaking space between us. It’s not just the distance pero I feel as if you’re keeping yourself even farther away from me. I feel as if ako lang yung may interest everytime we talk. I feel as ifI’m the only one keeping the conversations alive. Idk. I’m starting to get tired. I’m starting to get tired of waiting till 11pm just so I could talk to you for like what, 30 minutes? One hour? And most of the times, wala pang patutunguhan mga pinag uusapan natin. It was way different than  it was a year ago. Maybe nga you were right. You set the starting point way to high. Nahirapan ka na siguro mag maintain. Sorry. Pero I just miss the guy I used to know a year ago.