Late Year-Ender Post

This year deserves a year-ender post. 2013. I never thought  I’d actually survive this year. I never imagined I would make it through 2013. It was a year full of drama, new experiences, new faces, new places, numerous first times, goodbyes and well, a lot of hello’s. Quite a lot. Others describe their year as a year with a rollercoaster of emotions. But for me? No. My year wasn’t just a rollercoaster of emotions. It was more like I  used a free ride-all-you-can-ticket at Star City. Yes, my year was that complicated. That kind of complicated wherein you don’t know what and how to feel anymore, how to react on certain situations. Moments when you feel like crying and throwing up at the same time. I don’t really think I would still be able to count all the ups and downs I’ve been through this year. And I’m pretty sure if I recall all of them and write each down, my fingers might go all numb and swollen. 2013 was way different from my 2012. 2012 was just a chill year. A year where you just let things happen. 2013 was more of the “make things happen” year. And it may not be my bestest of the best year, but it was a really a year worth remembering.

·         Prom

·         Play

·         Despedida

·         Bye DVO

·         Hello CDO

·         I am an hour away from the city

·         16^th birthday

·         New school

·         New faces

·         New classmates

·         Experienced how it feels like to be in the General Section for two months. *insert thumbs up emoji*

·         Transferred in the honor section during the second quarter

·         Braces

·         Survived having no internet for 5 months (social life torture)

·         I now, speak bisaya and I am proud

I really can’t recall a lot of things that happened to me this year, but I think that this year changed my life. What I am now, is way different from what I am a year ago. This year was indeed a year full of tears. Sadness, anger, pain, sorrow. And yes, I’m ending this year, still, with tears in my eyes. Tears of joy and pure happiness. I survived the year I never thought I’d actually live through. Thank you Papa God. Thank you for this wonderful year. Hoping for an awesome 2014.